8 month later....

dear blog,

now is 3.08 am in the morning and i still in front of laptop.finally i updating u.yipee!!haha

8 month ago i still writing at you as 2nd year student. but now i'm grown up to 3rd year student.but still in 21st age.but still,having a really big different coz 3rd year is not same like 2nd year.3rd year is full of misery, tired n no time to update u!.until i almost 4get about kewujudan of u.apology.i know u r lonely without me. now i'm in study week so got plenty 10x of time to write n update u.not really miss u actually but suddenly want to say hi to u.hope u r ok without me all this time.i just hope u will pray 4 me so that i will hv courage to face next sem.phew!ok gotta go.i still got work to do.k bye.next time i will catch with u

                                                                                                                                            sincerely,
                                                                                                                                         your old fren


leaving a song 4 u

panas gilak!

mungkin ramai yg perasan skrg cuaca panas yg amat.dlu hujan bukan main lagi beriang ria kt luar tu sampaikan tak nmpk langit..sgt pelik...pas musim tengkujuh yg tak dijangka dtg pd bulan 3,diganti ngn panas yg terlebih luar biasa. tapi akhirnya jumpa jwpn ble suatu petang br perasan yg matahari dh berubah kedudukan!takde la ckp dia lari dari terbit dr timur terus tukar ke barat la...tak la..tak logik la kn.kedudukan matahari klu diperhati terbenam dh terpesong ke arh timur skt.mayb dlm 3 inch..heee.tp leh terase perubahan dia bila matahri da start menyinar tepat ke arh bilik ku...chya nyer munusuk2.adoi..silau even ttp ngn langsir..sblm ni serius tak mcm ni.korg jgn ckp aku wat cite lak tp klu ikt logik nyer mmg kedudukan paksi planet kite ni da berubah pas tsunami kt jepun ritu.bkn stkt tu jek..pas tsunami ritu line bb sgt la menyenangkan hatiku smpai terpksa 'memuji' di dlm hati.hati berkate "sabo je le~". 

klu tak cye psl tu bc ni:

http://www.princess-momoy.com/2011/03/tsunami-jepun-telah-mengubah-sedikit.html#axzz1KFrdDYNI

dan

http://www.ohtidak.com/oh-gempa-ubah-paksi-bumi/#more-6076

ini bermakna?apa?siapa yg tak tau mmg bengong..sedar2 lah dunia ni nk kiamat...tinggalkan maksiat dan dekatkn diri pd pencipta.jgn smpai matahari da terbit kt barat br nk bertaubat pulak...takde mknenye... :-)

Belum akan tiba kiamat melainkan matahari akan terbit dari Barat. Jika terbit dari Barat maka seluruh umat manusia akan beriman. Pada saat itu tidak bermanfaat lagi iman seseorang kepada dirinya sendiri yang belum beriman sebelum itu, atau dia belum mengusahakan kebaikan dalam masa imannya.” (HR. Bukhari dan Muslim)

p/s-klu korg perasan pkul 6.30 hari dh cerah.sp tak perasan mmg kantoi tak bngun subuh. something to share also (sila klik jika rasa ingin tahu anda mebuak2)

syyyhhhhhhhh!!

ngeheee..
wish me luck

anda tak matang bile....

ramai yg ckp kematangan tu diukur dgn cara pemikiran.haa tak semestinye ek..kematangan yg sebenarnye adalah bile anda mampu meletakkan Allah dalam semua perkara dlm hati anda..klu boleh makan ingat Allah, minum ingat Allah, tidur pun ingat Allah..kena ingat kite ni diciptakan untuk beribadat kepadanye..jgn sesekali lupe kpda pencipta kite tuh..:)

walaupun umur da 21 tahun (aiii umur sy tuh) klu tak pernah nk ingat kt Allah jgn la angp kite ni da matang walaupn da boleh mengundi. ad yg da umr 50 tp langsung tak reti mengaji  n smbhyg sbb idup selame ni tak pernah ingt pada pencipta...malu kot ngn budak kt bwh nieh



kenali diri anda
so renung2 kn n selamat beramal..:)

kembali

fuh!lm kot tak update..agk2 klu blog ni umah da lm da bersawang..haish,pemalas btl tuan dia nieh..haha.takpe2.bia mls update blog,asl wat keje umah rajin..(cm ada unsur penipuan di c2).

sejak akhir2 ni really stress dgn kehidupan..terdetik di hati nk mengadu kt encik blog nieh..ko je la pndgr setia kn..ak mrh ke,membebel ke kt cni ko diam jek..tak prnh nk mlwn..even takde respon ak ttp rse puas hati tulis kt cni...

herm,bile msk weekdays jek mle rse nerves..keje brlmbk2 cm takkn hbs..then weekend terasa mcm singkt ngt..tolong la wei bg cti lm skt..nk rht plz!!sesungguhnye mmg tak sbr gegile nk tngu cti 4bln nnt..pastu msti ngadu lak kn trlbh cti n boring kt umah..tu lah manusia mmg tak prnah nk bersyukur..ouch!terkena kt btg hidung sndri..huhu.tak sudah ditimpa masalah sbgai student,ditimpa pulak masalah dgn dunia sosial..asal ek...rse cm diri ni cpt sgt touching..then rs cm takde sesape syg pn..rs cm slalu dipinggirkn pn de gak...ke dri sndri yg tak pndai bergaul?nth la,mayb aku yg pk negatif...then rs cm tak pndai nk protect diri sndri..diibiratkn cm tkt dgn byg2 sndri...tak brani nk luahkn ketakpuasan hati..sedih,tp tu la hakikatnye..then suke duduk sorg2 dan pk pe masalah dgn aku nieh..try to built confident dlm diri..tp..still.fail.bnyk kali mengalir air mata dan bersabar...but, no one will understand me.tp diakui ak suke duduk sorg2 brbndg duk rmai2..rs cm lbh tenang..but,i need someone to hear my thought whenever i feel want to talk..someone could share my sadness and give advise...tp ble tulis kt cni cm lega skt..at least terluah pe yg terbuku kt hati selama ni.lm dh smpn..everyday try to memperbaiki diri...hope someday will bcome better person..tak terlalu hnyut dgn perasaan sndri..then takde lg feel2 cmni..tlg dijauhkn...InsyaAllah...

masih bersyukur kerana Allah selalu ada di sisi setiap kali ku dlm ksdhn walaupn tiada seorg hambanya pun yg menjadi tmpt aku meluahkn segala kesedihan...ku mohon Kau pertingkatknlh keimanan ku...andai aku tidak bhgia di dunia ini..bahagiakn lah ku di akhirat kelak...amin

p/s:sori post cm emo..tp mmg tgh emo pn

tensen ke wei?

take time..lyn post ni dlu..korg pn blh try


apa yg anda perlu ad, mp3 or mp4 player.juz tekan next according to the question..sy da cbe,anda pula mcm mn?hehe

1.Put your music player or whatever on Shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get yr answer.

3. You must write it down no matter how silly it sounds!

1. What is your Motto? = kembali senyum, izwan pilus(yeah hidup msti diteruskn!!)

2. What do your friends think of you? = through my window (ermm then?)

3. What do you think about very often? = hapus aku,nidji(erk!ak tak ckup amalan lg nieh)

4. What is 2+2? = zikir 2,hijjaz (wah zikir dlu br blh jwb)

5. What do you think of your best friend? = bila terasa rindu,dafi(wah jiwang kot..mmbr je pn..hee)

6. What do you think about the person you like? = realize,cobie caillat(owh ku sdr diriku sp)

7. What is your life story? = she will be loved,maroon 5(waiting 4 someone guess?)

8. What do you wanna be when you grow up?  = rich girl,gwen steffanii(ahakz!hopefully la)

9. What do you think when you see the person you like? = one step a time, jordin sparks (one step back!!im too shy...heee)

10. What do your parents think of you? = everything,m2m (u r everything 4 me too..:))

11. What will you dance to at your wedding?  = gee,snsd (wah step dlm kpla kot..ngehee)

12. What will they play at your funeral? = wake up call,maroon 5(jgn sesape dtg klu nk slmt!)

13. What is your biggest secret? = bencinta,faizal tahir (errr..kt someone ke?nth la)

p/s : last paper 2morrow..pasni tak tensen dh...heee

when somonene cross my life

eh mn de tipu je la tjk tu...sj tbe2 rse nk jiwang..ecece..
bile duk lyn lgu ni cm best la lak...lyrics dia ad mksd yg begitu dkt dgn diriku..(cewah)
mayb akn sy rse bile da tbe msenye..skang cm tawar ati jek..erm


tjk lgu dia way back into love.yg nyanyi asl nye drew barrymore ngn hugh grant.tp best lg dgr korea pelat bi nyanyi..hehe..


da lyrics..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

nk dgr lgu dia?dload ah kt link bwh ni

Drew barrymore and hugh grant

snsd and soju-pelat korean version: video below