anda tak matang bile....

ramai yg ckp kematangan tu diukur dgn cara pemikiran.haa tak semestinye ek..kematangan yg sebenarnye adalah bile anda mampu meletakkan Allah dalam semua perkara dlm hati anda..klu boleh makan ingat Allah, minum ingat Allah, tidur pun ingat Allah..kena ingat kite ni diciptakan untuk beribadat kepadanye..jgn sesekali lupe kpda pencipta kite tuh..:)

walaupun umur da 21 tahun (aiii umur sy tuh) klu tak pernah nk ingat kt Allah jgn la angp kite ni da matang walaupn da boleh mengundi. ad yg da umr 50 tp langsung tak reti mengaji  n smbhyg sbb idup selame ni tak pernah ingt pada pencipta...malu kot ngn budak kt bwh nieh



kenali diri anda
so renung2 kn n selamat beramal..:)

kembali

fuh!lm kot tak update..agk2 klu blog ni umah da lm da bersawang..haish,pemalas btl tuan dia nieh..haha.takpe2.bia mls update blog,asl wat keje umah rajin..(cm ada unsur penipuan di c2).

sejak akhir2 ni really stress dgn kehidupan..terdetik di hati nk mengadu kt encik blog nieh..ko je la pndgr setia kn..ak mrh ke,membebel ke kt cni ko diam jek..tak prnh nk mlwn..even takde respon ak ttp rse puas hati tulis kt cni...

herm,bile msk weekdays jek mle rse nerves..keje brlmbk2 cm takkn hbs..then weekend terasa mcm singkt ngt..tolong la wei bg cti lm skt..nk rht plz!!sesungguhnye mmg tak sbr gegile nk tngu cti 4bln nnt..pastu msti ngadu lak kn trlbh cti n boring kt umah..tu lah manusia mmg tak prnah nk bersyukur..ouch!terkena kt btg hidung sndri..huhu.tak sudah ditimpa masalah sbgai student,ditimpa pulak masalah dgn dunia sosial..asal ek...rse cm diri ni cpt sgt touching..then rs cm takde sesape syg pn..rs cm slalu dipinggirkn pn de gak...ke dri sndri yg tak pndai bergaul?nth la,mayb aku yg pk negatif...then rs cm tak pndai nk protect diri sndri..diibiratkn cm tkt dgn byg2 sndri...tak brani nk luahkn ketakpuasan hati..sedih,tp tu la hakikatnye..then suke duduk sorg2 dan pk pe masalah dgn aku nieh..try to built confident dlm diri..tp..still.fail.bnyk kali mengalir air mata dan bersabar...but, no one will understand me.tp diakui ak suke duduk sorg2 brbndg duk rmai2..rs cm lbh tenang..but,i need someone to hear my thought whenever i feel want to talk..someone could share my sadness and give advise...tp ble tulis kt cni cm lega skt..at least terluah pe yg terbuku kt hati selama ni.lm dh smpn..everyday try to memperbaiki diri...hope someday will bcome better person..tak terlalu hnyut dgn perasaan sndri..then takde lg feel2 cmni..tlg dijauhkn...InsyaAllah...

masih bersyukur kerana Allah selalu ada di sisi setiap kali ku dlm ksdhn walaupn tiada seorg hambanya pun yg menjadi tmpt aku meluahkn segala kesedihan...ku mohon Kau pertingkatknlh keimanan ku...andai aku tidak bhgia di dunia ini..bahagiakn lah ku di akhirat kelak...amin

p/s:sori post cm emo..tp mmg tgh emo pn

tensen ke wei?

take time..lyn post ni dlu..korg pn blh try


apa yg anda perlu ad, mp3 or mp4 player.juz tekan next according to the question..sy da cbe,anda pula mcm mn?hehe

1.Put your music player or whatever on Shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get yr answer.

3. You must write it down no matter how silly it sounds!

1. What is your Motto? = kembali senyum, izwan pilus(yeah hidup msti diteruskn!!)

2. What do your friends think of you? = through my window (ermm then?)

3. What do you think about very often? = hapus aku,nidji(erk!ak tak ckup amalan lg nieh)

4. What is 2+2? = zikir 2,hijjaz (wah zikir dlu br blh jwb)

5. What do you think of your best friend? = bila terasa rindu,dafi(wah jiwang kot..mmbr je pn..hee)

6. What do you think about the person you like? = realize,cobie caillat(owh ku sdr diriku sp)

7. What is your life story? = she will be loved,maroon 5(waiting 4 someone guess?)

8. What do you wanna be when you grow up?  = rich girl,gwen steffanii(ahakz!hopefully la)

9. What do you think when you see the person you like? = one step a time, jordin sparks (one step back!!im too shy...heee)

10. What do your parents think of you? = everything,m2m (u r everything 4 me too..:))

11. What will you dance to at your wedding?  = gee,snsd (wah step dlm kpla kot..ngehee)

12. What will they play at your funeral? = wake up call,maroon 5(jgn sesape dtg klu nk slmt!)

13. What is your biggest secret? = bencinta,faizal tahir (errr..kt someone ke?nth la)

p/s : last paper 2morrow..pasni tak tensen dh...heee

when somonene cross my life

eh mn de tipu je la tjk tu...sj tbe2 rse nk jiwang..ecece..
bile duk lyn lgu ni cm best la lak...lyrics dia ad mksd yg begitu dkt dgn diriku..(cewah)
mayb akn sy rse bile da tbe msenye..skang cm tawar ati jek..erm


tjk lgu dia way back into love.yg nyanyi asl nye drew barrymore ngn hugh grant.tp best lg dgr korea pelat bi nyanyi..hehe..


da lyrics..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

nk dgr lgu dia?dload ah kt link bwh ni

Drew barrymore and hugh grant

snsd and soju-pelat korean version: video below

it's a boy again!

skrg da msk 4 da...bkn 4 taun tp 4 ank..bkn ank sy tp ank sdra sy...
i'm single lg ne blh ad ank...cme tak available jek..huaha..


ermmmm perasaan tu cmne ek?mayb la tak sehepi parents..
tak sehepi cm dpt yg first dlu kot...or mayb coz it's a boy again..hehe...act duk gak tngu girl yg kuar tp boy jgk yg nk kuar...4 hero la dh..slp2 terbalik la umh tu klu dorg blk...3 org pn da pening...erm ble nk dpt girl ni..takkn tngu my turn...hahaha...ridiculous tul.takpe abaikn d c2


pe yg rse skrg nk sgt pgg dia tp pe kn daya..huhu...tngu bln 12 k tu pn klu dpt blk...herm


meet my freshly born nephew

sooo cuteeee....really wanna hold him...:(
sedikit info
Nama: Zarif Ikhram
Tarikh lahir: 27.9.2010
Masa lahir: 11.53 malam
Berat: 2.4 kg
mak sedara:SITI AISYAH BT AB RAHMAN...peace..=p..haha

so many things to say

last nite at home 2day....

tatau knpa skrg ble nk blk umt je da tak srnk...coz start taun 2 ni asyk tensen jek.
bile duk kt umh jek tak tensen..
arghhhhh so tensen la dgn report,test n assigmnt sume yg dtg meluru
pastu tensen pk nk naikkn pointer..
risau dpt teruk kali ni...

masa tido pn da tak tntu..
hidup jd tak tentu hala
tak ubh cm zombi dh (cume cun skt la dr dorg)

Ya Allah tabahknlh hatiku..jgn biarkn aku berputus asa dgn perjuangan ini

bile kire blk cm lmbt jek nk hbs sem ni...de la dlm 11 mngu lg..
but it will be a long journey..
rase cm da tak sngup dh..  >_<

berat sgt ati nk blk.im gonna miss u home..sob2

bye2

eh da last pose ke?wah cpt btl mse berlalu..tibe2 jek da nk raye..hee
dlu mse kck2 ingt nk rye jek..pose da tak ksh dh..skrg cm da tak rse keseronokan nk rye tu..(mayb sbb da matured kot.haha). pe pn mayb sbb rye kali ni rye kt umh sndri..yelah nk blk kg pe nye lg,sblh umh je pn.
merangkak pn bley smpai.

pose kali ni ta bpe best sgt awl2(kt u).bosan.ari2 bkk pose ngn laptop.sbb pe?roomate sume ske bkk ngn mmbr msng2..mls ngt la nk trn bwh bkk pose...so nk tak nk bkk je la sorg2 dgn air mata..wakaka..konon la sedih. tp mngu ke2 tu da tak sngup sorg2..so g la bkk kt bilik mmbr berkaca mataku. terawih lak cmne ek?errr spnjg duk u 3x je kot wat..hee.mntk excuse k sbb ari2 de kelas mlm..so mse nk mnmbh bekalan akhirat tu jd sgt tipis..huu. tp alhmdulillah bile blk umh dpt g trwh ari2 ngn mak.gpn wtpe buang ms duk umh kn.mklm la boring pn sbb takde sesape...huu.da nk rye ni br la ad skt hingar umh ni.klu tak suram jek...isk2.

taun ni dpt blk rye awl psl lect kasi...srnk menjeleskn mmbr2 ku...thankz lect2 lelaki ku...huhu..korg mmg sempoi ah..tp da bg warning awl2 psl blk je dorg da prepare adiah rye...test la wei pe lg..huu.so rye jgn sakan k!tak lupe jg pd assigment tersyg yg sdg sabar menanti kepulangnku ke u.nnt akn ku uruskn kmu semua ye..lepak2 dlu.

di kesempatan ni nk mohon maaf klu de terngumpat, termengata, terpuji(eh puji pn leh jd dose gak tau), n terkasar bhsa. sy tidak sempurna. maaf zahir dan batin ok

coretan: kesian my kak lang yg terpksa blk lwt skt coz kne thn kat wad(hypertension) n snym jek tgk ank sdra umr 5 thn da pndai pose.knpa ak dlu tak mcm dia..huu. then nk kongsi psl 27 ramadhan  ritu...rsenye yakin dh bertemu dgn lailatulqadar..alhmdulillah..smpat la wat ibadat mlm tu wlupn skdar trwh n tadarus..semoga ibadatku spnjg ramadhan diterima..amin..